THOSE WHO HAVE A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART my sisters my mummy kak wa he who still have a special place in my heart best friend kak wani

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

Happy new year everyone :)

okay,i dont have much thing to talk about..im just gonna wish everyone and myself a happy new year ..2012 has been so great walaupun ada kisah2 sedih along the year..but its okay,im grateful enough as im still alive and keep progressing..Alhamdullilah.Thank you Allah for everything u have given to me.i love u so much Ya Allah.. i havent had the chance to wish everyone a happy new year on facebook and twitter because im still sad with what had happened to me during the late months of 2012.its really sad to open my twitter and and facebook again.i find it very hard to go through my grieving phase,so what im trying to do now is,to lower my gaze and avoid talking unnecesarilly...but its gonna be temporary i guess. its true,i still miss him,but its okay..we all know its really hard to just simply forget someone who is so dear to our heart..so im not trying at all..im just keep progressing with all that i have and leave everything to Allah..Everytime i feel weakened i will just remind myself of Allah's love..be patience because i know Allah has decided for me the best and i'll pray harder for peace in my heart..InsyAllah..if Hassanei is better off without me,then he shall be okay..i really love this person,so i just want the best for him,just wanna let him go and be happy,even it is not with me.i cant never stop loving him so i can just place that love in stored away place in my heart,where i dont allow it to control me anymore.then i'l find peace in this way..i hope Allah grant me strength to do this..He is the only one that can give me the courage.. Im also very thankful to Allah for his blessing..Allah sent me amazing people when im going trough hard times.One of the beautiful things in life is having a great friends..Izyan and chubby they have been so good to me and im really touched.i dont know how to tell my feeling,but Im really thankful to have a constant support from them.we have gotten closer each day..thank you very much for always being here with me.2012 has been a very challenging year,but Alhamdullilah i passed it and currently moving to this brand new year 2013..i would like to thank hassanei too,because in 2012 and few years back he had also been a very good companian for me..Although we cant be together again,im still grateful for the great times we've shared together.Though i lost some people along the way,im still grateful to have a people that stepped in and out of my life,they made my life so complete and i gain so much experiences from them..Thank you Allah,thank you for everything.. lastly i would to tell this to my friends, if u have found the perfect and wonderful guy in your life,All i would wish is u can make it a real relationship.an amazing one..take care of your relationship,be good to each other,be faithful and tolerate with each other and follow the islamic way.InsyAllah when u do everything in Islamic way everything will be fine..we may forget sometimes,but always remind each other about it..InsyAllah,u have been together,do not break the relationship and pray that it will be till marriage life..keep it halal.Allah will bless u with the happiest relationship :) long way to go...but remmember,if that person motivated u towards being a good muslim,then InsyAllah that person is your spouse and is the best for you..we made mistakes,big or small,Allah will alwys forgive us.He is merciful. for my friends with broken heart,dont worry,if u are fated to be with him,one day he will be yours.and when u have them bck,then take care of your relationship well.Allah wont make it easy for you,you will be tested untill u love him above all others..or maybe he has better planned for u..its easy said than done right?i know its hard but keep convincing yourself,many people is in the same boat as yours but they keep progressing and rising..InsyAllah..look back in the mirror and remind yourself of the awesome woman,full of love.....appreciate yourself and pray harder... 2012 images :)

Friday, March 9, 2012

Let me introduce you,here is my lovely and extremely beautiful sister, kak wa..hehe (my boyfriend's sister actually)^_^

i can feel the love between the both of you..A pure love,everybody will be fascinated with your love..and they can see it from the photo ;)


so this is my sister...although she is not my biological sister,but u can call it a special relationship..because my kak wa cares about me and i care about her too <3 and i will love my Kak Wa forever,jika diizinkan Allah :)

let me tell u something about my sister KAK WA..xbanyak pon yg diketahui (HEHEHE) .but here ada serba sedikit tentang kak wa..
herm herm..She likes many things
She is a nurse to be...she loves children..she loves to take photos (very much like me) haha..and paling penting dia pandai pakai tudung berbelit2..hihi..she cooks..She is married ;) of late she likes very much 'megejek orang,mengusik org dan mengenakan org' hahaha.. and the best thing about her,she is in love with her beloved abang sezali...woahhhhhhhhh ;D

entry kali nie,sbb nak ucapkan tahniah banyak2 dekat seorg kakak yg tengah berbahagia and angau nie..i havent make it properly sebelum ni..so this entry is specially made for my sister kak wa yg cantik tapi nak kena cubit nie..

well well  i still regret for not being able to attend the wedding..
ehem2..kak waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..hahah tahniahhh tahniah dan tahniahh kerana sudah menjunjung titah perintah Allah dan melaksanakan sunnah Nabi Muhammad SAW :)

Perkahwinan bukan sesuatu yang mengaibkan,merendahkan wanita,mengongkong mereka tetapi ia mengangkat darjat seorang wanita ke tahap yang lebih mulia dan terpelihara..Segala sesuatu itu lebih indah jika kita mendapatkanya dengan cara yang halal :)

cinta tu dtg tanpa diundang kan kak wa,perginya tanpa dihalau.cinta itu pelik dan penuh misteri.Sejuta orang,sejuta pelbagai rasa cinta..cinta yang suci itu ada..hanya yang bertuah saja dapat meilikinya..Tiada persoalan tiada jawapan..Ia dari Allah.Hanya mereka yang ikhlas sahaja dapat memilikinya..and i hope kak wa dah jumpa cinta suci kak wa...InsyAllah :D
(hope u dont mine me being too jiwang here..haha..kesan membaca yg terlampau byk ^_^)

nahhh..this is for kak wa..aie nk share dgn kak wa pesanan seorg ibu kepada anak perempuan yg baru kahwin..huk huk huk..:') haha over je aie.

'anakku,mulai saat ini,anak akan berada di sisinya..Berkongsi suka dan duka.Berkongsi hati dan perasaan.Anakku,hatinya jgn dibakar dengan jelingan mata..hatinya jangan dihiris dengan lidah.Hatinya jangan diiat dengan tingkah.Anakku,hidungnya sentiasa wangi dengan bau tubuhmu.Matanya semtiasa sejuk dengan wajahmu.Telinganya sentiasa diulit dengan kemerduan suaramu..Bibirnya sentiasa tersenyum mesra bila bersamamu.Hatinya sentiasa berbunga indah kerana cintamu.Anakku,jangan biarkn perutnya kosong.Jangan biarkan tekaknya haus.Jangan pernah mulutnya meminta.Jangan pernah tanganya menadah.Anakku,tidur selepas dia tidur.Bangun sebelum dia sedar.Langkah dengan penuh izinya..InsyAllah,selagi Allah dan rasul di hati,kemanisan dalam rumah tangga berkekalan :') '


A woman came to ask the Prophet (peace be upon him) about some matter, and when he had dealt with it, he asked her, "Do you have a husband?" She said, "Yes." He asked her, "How are you with him?" She said, "I never fall short in my duties, except for that which is beyond me." He said, "Pay attention to how you treat him, for he is your Paradise and your Hell." (Ahmad, al-Nisa'i Al-Targhib wa'l-Tarhib, 3/52)


The Messenger of Allah (peace be upon him) said:

"Any woman who dies, and her husband is pleased with her, will enter Paradise."

<3 <3 <3
Now this article is "81 ways to win ur husband's love"
 (warning : kalau x larat baca jgn baca..hahaha)

1-Listen actively. When your husband expresses an opinion or a thought, pay attention. This shows you respect him and his views and nothing pleases a man more.
2-Dress pleasantly/attractively. Mostly women dress properly when going outside and at home they wear worst clothes..U should dress urself so that ur husband will feel good when he looks at u...
3-Smell good. 
4-Say thank you with a smile. When your husband does an odd job around the house, thank him like you really mean it. He will know that his help is not taken for granted and he will be happy to do more.
5-Race to the door when he comes home, as if you were waiting for him. Smile and hug.
6-Prepare his favorite meal. After he returns home from work on an ordinary day, surprise your husband with his favorite dinner. He will not only be glad to have the food he likes best, but will appreciate the time and effort you put in preparing it.
7-Don’t lay out all your problems on your husband as soon as he walks in. Give him a little mental break
8-Don’t keep asking him, “what are you thinking?”… because unlike women, men’s thoughts are as random as the results of a google search. :)
9-Give your husband a nice massage, after a particularly exhausting day at work.
10- Be kind to your mother-in-law the same way you would like your husband to be kind to your own mother.Treat his sibblings as ur sibblings and his father as ur father and u would see then how much he will respect u
11-Learn all the rights and obligations of each other in Islam.
12-Keep your house clean, at least to the level that he wants it.
13-Compliment him on the things you know he’s not so confident about (looks, intelligence) etc. This will build his self-esteem.
14-Tell him he’s the best husband ever.
15-Call his relatives for a lunch or dinner at your home.
16-Give him a simple task to do at home and then thank him when he does it. This will encourage him to do more.
17-When he’s talking about something boring, listen and nod your head. Even ask questions to make it seem like you’re interested.
18Stop nagging non-stop before Allah ta’ala gives you something really to complaint about.
19-Help him to find and build her inner strengths and skills.
20-Encourage him to do good deeds.
21-Share islamic knowledge with each other.Try to watch islamic channels together so that u both can learn.
22- If he’s in a bad mood, give him some space. He’ll get over it, inshaAllah.
23-Thank him sincerely for providing you with everything.
24- If he’s angry with you and starts yelling, let him yell it out while you’re quiet. You will see your fight will end a lot faster. Then when he’s calm, you can tell him your side of the story and how you want him to change something. 
25-When you’re mad at him, don’t say “YOU make me furious”, rather, “This action makes me upset”. Direct your anger to the action and circumstance rather than at him.
26-Remember that your husband has feelings, so take them into consideration.
27-Let him chill with his friends without guilt, especially if they’re good guys. Encourage him to go out, so he doesn’t feel “cooped up” at home.
28-If your husband is annoyed over a little thing you do (and you can control it), then stop doing it. Really.
29-Learn how to tell him what you expect without him having to guess all the time. Learn to communicate your feelings.
30-Don’t get mad over small things. It’s not worth it.
31-Make jokes. If you’re not naturally funny, go on the internet and read some jokes, and then tell them to him.
32-Tell him you’re the best wife ever and compliment yourself on certain things you know you’re good at.
33-Learn to make his favorite dish.
34-Don’t ever, EVER talk bad about him with ur friends or family unnecessarily.
35-Use your time wisely and get things accomplished. If you’re a housewife, take online classes and get active in your community. This will make you happy and a secondary bonus is that it impresses your husband.
36-Husband and wife should discuss and communicate with wisdom with each other to convey what they like and dislike of each other to do or not to do. NOT give command or instruction like servant.Because Allah says in quan “They are garment to each other”
37-Tell your husband you love him many many times.
38- Make sure all his clothes are clean and pressed so he is always looking fresh and crisps.
39- Ask Allah to strengthen and preserve the bonds of compassion and love between the two of you, every day, every prayer. Ask him to protect that bond from Shaytaan. When a lesser devil destroys the love between spouses, he is the most beloved of Shaytaan.
40-The way to a man’s heart is through his stomach.Try to make his favorite food 
41-Always let him know that you appreciate him working.It makes it easier for him to go to work.
42-Surprise him with gifts. Even necessities can be gifts.
43-Listen to him. (Even when he talks about extreeemely geeky things like Queries,Tables and other boring things.)
44-Try (hard as it might be) to take interest in his hobbies.
45-Take care of your skin, esp. facial. Face is center of attraction.
46- Learn tricks and “techniques” to please your husband in intimacy. Of course goes both ways.
47-When you are sitting together, quietly slip your hand into his. Your husband will love the easy expression of intimacy between you two.
48- If you are not satisfied intimatly, talk to him and tell him. Help him or provide resources, don’t wait till matters become worse.
49-Prepare for special evenings with him with special dinner and exclusive time 
50-Don’t discuss important/controversial matters with him when he is tired or sleepy. Find right time for right discussion.
51-Learn to compromise
52-Respect his rights
53-You have to know about the financial conditions of your husband so that you do not demand a thing that is too hard for him to buy.Because if wife demands a very expensive thing which husband couldnt buy then he becomes mentally tensed and sometimes he does not tell her wife about that.
54-Ups and Downs are a part of time.You have to keep your behaviour with your husband same in both times.Else he will be broken.If any calamity strikes him make him sure that you are with him and will be always
55-Share your happiness and sadness with him.
56-Accept him as is, he is a package deal.
57-Send your husband a text message out of the blue with a message of love.
58-Send him an email without a reason.
59-Ask him to buy gifts to his parents and siblings.
60-Write love notes or poems and place them in the book he's been reading.
61-Teach your children to respect and honor their father.
62-Yes for flattery. No for arguing.
63-Call your husband with the best names, cute nicknames, and names he loves to hear.
64-A pleasant surprise.
65- Preserve and guard the tongue.
66-Expect, accept, and overlook his shortcomings.
67-Expect and respect her jealously.
68-Put food in your husband's mouth.
69-Leave the past for Allah, don't dwell on, dig into, or bring it up.
70-Don't ignore the small things, deal with them before they be come big.
71-Avoid being harsh-hearted.
72-Respect and show that you appreciate his thinking.
73-Respect and understand her when he might not be in mood for intimacy.
74-Maintain the secrecy and privacy of the home.
75-Remember you are not always right or perfect yourself.
76-Have a good intention for him.
77-Designate a nice, clean, spacious area in your home for the two of you to pray at night whenever you can.
78-Let him have the TV remote. Granted, that you wish your husband spent more time with you, than watching the sports channel/NEWS, but it will make him happy.
79-Find a quiet moment with your husband to whisper “ I love you” in his ears. If you have already said it, say it again. You can never say these three words too often and you can be sure, that every time it will make your husband glad, he married you.
80--Hold his gaze. When you are speaking to your husband or listening to him, make sure that you keep eye contact. This will assure him of your attention and your respect, which is empowering to any man.
81-Take care of his money and properties.


okay kak wa...thats all for this entry...i wish u all the happiness kak wa..Semoga rumah tangga kak wa disentiasa diberkati..and cepat2 dapat baby..hihihi..xsabar nak main dengan baby kak wa...yeayyyy...
hihi..kak wa perkenalkan ini adik2 comel yang dah amik tempat di hati aie..
Baby dayyan and si comel qistina






omg..cutenyaaaaa..hahahaha..so kak wa..cepat2 lah dapat baby yg comey2 mcmni...ngeee..byebyebye..<3

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

OLD SONG





wise man say,only fools rush in
but i cant help falling in love with you

Shall I stay
Would it be a sin
If I can't help falling in love with you
Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
Some things are meant to be

Take my hand, take my whole life too

For I can't help falling in love with you
Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
Some things are meant to be
Take my hand, take my whole life too
For I can't help falling in love with you
For I can't help falling in love with you

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

kalau lah dunia nie seindah novel..

     one day aku nk ajak husband aku jalan2...ala xjauh pon around malaysia je..klu nk holiday lama2 tu kat overseas boleh la..nie kejap2 je...lagipun kita tak perlu menzahirkan bahagia dengan benda mewah...contoh nak happy2 dgn husbnd x semestinya dia kena bawak g overseas ke.. 
.aku nk ajak dia pergi..
CAMERON HIGHLAND..haha...dah mcm xde tmpt lain pulak..tak pun FRASER HILL...

nanti kat cameron..
time otw naik ke ats..kt lereng2 bukit tu nati ade la kt batu2 kanan jalan ke kiri entah lama xpergi..akn ade pancuran air bukit..hehe..aku nk ajak husbnd aku trun..nk merasa air bukit dgn tgn..sejuk ouhh...pastu basuh muka...boleh main percik2 air ke..air bukit bersih xpe..n sejuk sgt2..

lps dah sampai kena la check in dulu kan..hehe ;) 'senyum nakal' ehh jgn fikir bukan2 nk check in je...
aku xnk tdur hotel yg mahal2 sgt..lagipun hotel tu mcm membosankn...sama ja..modern style,,aku suka english style...aku suka yg ala2..cottage ke..rumah dlm farm ke..cewah cewahh..pndek kata aku suka western classic...hehe..so aku akn tdur di BALA's HOUSE..pernah dgr x?hehe meh aku bgitao apa dia menatang nie...dear future husband..nanti saya nk pergi situ tao tao..hehe..sambil buat muka comel  ^_^ supaya dpt pergi..walaupun xcomel..ehhe

nie la BALA's HOUSE..diri bercirikan english..aku suka tmpt nie.dlu time kecik ibu pernah bawa aku g sini..ibu kn jiwa dia ada english2 sikit..aku dgn ibu asyik sama je..emua aku ikut ibu aku..lagu la apa la..










 haha..nie antara gmbr2 dia lah..nk byk2 cri seniri..google je..xlarat nk buat..haha..tapi x secantik realti lah..kena pergi tgk seniri jugak..gmbr bilik tu ikut jenis bilik ape yg kita nk..gmbr dining hall semua mls lah..

yang penting..kat sini byk taman..aku nk mbil gmbr byk2 dgn husbnd aku..hehe...n nikmati pmndgn sama2..ptg2 boleh pusing..


okay hbis cerita tentang bala's house...

lepas tu aku nk ajak dia pergi strawberry farm..aku nk pick buah2 strawberry seniri...ade one place yg ibu bwk aku kecik2 dlu...boleh pick seniri..and kat situ kat entrance dye buat iceblended strwberry sekali..mmg dri pure strwberry..sedapp..and jem dia pun dia bgi org rasa dgn biskut..memang best..strwberry farm tu owned by org melayu..ats bukit n sebelah rumah dia je..hehe..







pastu nk pergi ladang teh..pusing2 je..dlu time aku pnjt gunung brinchang..time nk trun kena lalu lorong2 bukit ldg tea..13 km mcmtu..penat wehh..tpi enjoy la..pmndgn cntik..semua hijau...byk private house yg lawa2 kt ats tu..nanti nk pekena secawan teh dgn husband..bawak pashima n balut dia..bgi tak sejuk..ehhe...and talk about anything :)

lps tu aku nk pergi pasar dkt tanah rata kot..nk shopping sayur sayuran...nk beli mcm2 sayur..sbb nanti esoknya bila husbnd aku bgun tdur..im gonna make him sup sayur..ade  byk2 cendawan..sbnrnye nie semua aku dgn family aku buat satu ketika dulu..tpi kami sewa apartment time tu..boleh memasak kat cameron..dlu kitaorg selalu pg cameron...hermm :( pagi2 tu masak sup sayur..sejuk2 tu dah beku smpi cream safi aku pon keras je..hahaha..nk cerita sejuk beku punya psl..sejuk2 tu bgun2 boleh mkn sup sayur pns wehh..sumpah best..dah la mcm2 jenis syur..time tu family mkcho n uncle khalid ade sekali..bestnya..tapi skrg family aku dah hncur brkecai..yg tinggal kenagan je..so biar aku play kn kengan nie dgn husbnd aku...aku nk masakkn dia..sup sayur..bgi dia sihat segar pagi2..




lps tu kdg2 ade org jual bunga2 kering kat pasar sayur..beli sikit la..cntik kot bunga2 kering tu..sbb dicolourkn..

destinasi trakhir nk pergi ladang bunga

aku nk beli bunga fevret



BABY BREATH
husbnd ouh husbnd..aie suka bunga tu ye..sila amik tahu ! :P
haha
kat rumah kat balkoni..nk gntung bunga tu..biar dia membesar  and berjuntai..lawa sehhh...pastu bubuh buaian gantung kat balkoni..cntiknya..baby breath i loveee you with all my heart! heee
and nk beli roses byk2 boleh?gila over..nk beli bunga byk2..utk opah ibu n mak mentua sekali..hehe
nk satu bonet..okay tipuu je..sikit2 sudah la..semak umah aku japgi..opah suka bunga2 nie..opah byk tnm bunga kat rumah dia..huhu..rindu pulak kat opah :)



mcm2 sebenarnye nk buat dgn husbnd..tapi biarlah nati2..xchill la ckp siap2..lagi satu aku nk pergi fraser hil nk tunggang kuda dgn husbnd aku..gedik x gedik x..sbnrnye byk tmpt menarik kat malaysia nie wehh..

n aku nk prgi pntai jugak..nk main ombak dgn dia...main kejar2..main pnjt2..main tolak2..okay enough2..hehe



lpstu aku suka tgk movie english...nanti weekend mlm2 nk tgk movie dgn husbnd dkt rumah.feeling same2 sedih same..happy same2..huarghhhh..T_T haha.cerita hntu aku xsuka..aku tkot..tp aku suka mengedik nk tgk jugak..pastu menyusahkn kwn2 aku..mnjerit..tarik deorg bila takut,,,lompat sane sini..habih..tgk ju on pon dgn family aku duk sblh abh kat penang dlu..huhu..bila ade hntu..aku dgn selubung selimut2 aku peluk abah.perut abh yg buncit tu..yam pon akn buat bnda yg sama..bhahaha..gila bodoh x matured perangai aku dlu..pdahal drjh enam la sengal.so nati kesian husbnd aku..kalau dia nk tgk tgk sorg2..jgn bgi aku tao..nti aku nk tgk..aku buat bising..dia xfokus..haha..japgi aku jerit sane tarik dia..apa la..mesti dia..mcm nie..'urghhhhhh..mcm nk buh penampaq ja 'hahaha..tapi kalau dia tgk bola..boleh blahhh lah nk tgk sama....kenapa la lelaki suka bola...aku xsuka bola..sbb..byk sbb...sbb dulu lps return frm london lps tgk bola punya lama..ade org tu minx clash dgn aku..byk lg sbb...
and sebab itu aku x suka lelaki yg lebih kn bola dri segalanya...tpi still tu minat dia..minat2 pon.fikir2 lah same..klau boleh spent time masa dgn bola..dgn org yg syg mesti lah kene boleh jugak....ermm.apa yg cuba aku smpaikn nie?okay lupaakn...
saje je nk hiburkn diri..aku tgh sedih sbnrnye...jdi kita kena mengarang..okay..sekian sahaje merepek2.. :)

Sunday, March 6, 2011

heyy its monday again ;/

warm and unpleasant , nice enough to sit out on the bed for an afternoon drink today..YAY! no one knows how delightful it was for having a bottle of orange juice with fresh pulp on sunny day..thank god for giving me the taste bud..teheee..opss 2 minutes,3 minutes....4 minutes..OMG......this is torturing..i cant believe that my orange juice has just finished!!this cant be real...:'(  bring me another~

Sunday, January 2, 2011

morning class went well...
currently in computer lab ,having my computer applications n comunication in accounting class.. :P